Fool for Life

A friend told me a while back to stop romanticizing something I was sharing with her on an open intimate level and I thought “huh maybe this is why people don’t share their inner most thoughts?” I mean I hadn’t before then really on this level , not my intimate day dreamer self. I think some of us  tell ourselves enough to be grounded and realistic based on what is being served up, so we don’t make a “fool of ourselves” we accept it and conform.  I promise there will be someone who will understand our fool side and know it’s home to them.

I’ve never shied  away from my truth and now that I’m through a lot of the muck of my own life I’m finding all these new truths and sharing them with people and of course some are not receiving them and some are being the same old naysayer; the gift is the many many new souls coming into my life that are exponentially returning all my heart and love vibrations. The unhappiest I’ve ever been is when I made my narrative one that played into the “realities of others”. Maybe we will say or share the right things with the wrong people and it will cause a jolt , a shock and we will hide inside to protect ourselves but I will never ever again force myself to be in someone else’s reality . Maybe the wrong people were the right people who don’t receive it to supply those jolts to us to refocus our belief in what we are truly about and who we want in our life. 

We definitely are the only ones that create our own narrative and for me growing up in a world of oppression and accepted suffering as a means to making into the pearly gates was the narrative, literally living to die, I chose nope,I won’t.

I will live in the blissful ignorance of all the beauty this life has to possess. I will not succumb to their applied narrative that you can’t have the life , love and dream of this journey to your maximum ability. I’m a force of understanding, of  love, of  kindness and I will not allow others to say “foolish girl you live in a dreamworld”, I say to that “yes I am, absolutely a fool for life “. 🙏