Building Bridges

I am still learning to accept My love language is soooo different from those of whom I was born into this world with initially, my nuclear earth family, as well as many many others I encounter. Perhaps my mother and brother were similar to me in many ways and why they are no longer with us in this world, just broken down by the absence of it in so many ways.

My love language only knows intensity , I have no moderation dial. If you are in my life, I will just love you completely. You will get my attention and energy in the most caring healing way.

My love may not have always come out as loving and supportive in tone with my nuclear family due to my struggle to hold onto my voice and speak my truth within a very soul crushing - stifling upbringing we were all experiencing but it was definitely there always, a hundred percent intertwined in the message. 

Tone and energy in which we deliver our love or lack of it builds and breaks bonds. Working on tone and how my energy is channeled is my focus right these days as I continue to align in my growth and harnessing my essense. My passion and ability to harness all my love and devotion to whatever situation is at hand has helped me build bridges while others have fallen away from the weight of it. I have to be ok with this, not everyone will want to be on the same paths in life. It’s hard to let go of those who have been with you since day one, but perhaps that’s apart of strength to build longer more lasting beautiful bridges to other possibilities.

I’ve been fortunate the ether of the universe has aligned me with individuals my entire life that have soothed and reasserted my most beautiful qualities were worthy of fighting for … in turn the need to heal myself and in telling my story the ability to help others heal.

I am and will eternally remain open in love and embrace all who are open in it as well. It takes tragedy and pain to breakdown walls of beliefs we build to keep our essence at bay when we are in the most un-nurturing environments for our soul. When our accepted belief contradicts our soul, goes against our intrinsic being. When we have to shut everything else out to just stand still in some calm and not lose aspects of what we believe we can not have with our full embrace of it; unable to grasp that this exact act s prohibits growth and alignment to our essence, temporary balance in imbalance. That we will continue to live cycles until we break the unhealthy patterns working against our alignment.

I will continue to build bridges with my heart's voice and alllllll the love that flows out for others to absorb and steadfast in the ricocheting comfort as it back to me two fold. I hope it will enable others to follow in building their own bridges to a beautifully balanced human life that continues to help our soul evolve and transcend in purpose of this beautifully imperfect perfect journey of human life🙏♥️